iota care

don't care an iota...
falling every slope
fishing daily,
only for a look...
eyes closed cross by
quite...
waiting...
looking some sign
don't care an iota...
each day comes,
and creeps by...
quite....
counting
engrossed whole...
closed for some smiles
living
life goes by...
question
ten thousand answers...
but why?

Gemstone

Looking for unknown
Stumbled upon a gemstone
Unknowingly entered,
Filled the heart pure
Became precious,
more than a shinning star
But just like true gold,
Can not mere hold...
It came unknown,
Would go unknown...
Leaving a subtle wish,
wish a more
But it would go,
Only what day,
You can never know...

Dark Clouds

Dark clouds,
climbing on the sun...
Covering it whole!
Somewhere, lightening cries
And they burst!
Crying out loud,
Telling their woes...
Sitting in the foodcourt,
I listen to their plight.
Seeing them cry so hard,
My heart swells uptight...
But where are the tears?
Why can’t i cry with them?
Dryness surrounds my eyes...
Detached?
No! Then why?
As i listen to the beating,
And the darkening light...
Somehow cold it is,
Coz the sun is not in sight...
Sadness surrounds,
Crying continues...
Listening to their woes,
Louder becomes the drench...
Till when this would go on?
I silently wonder...
Please be silent... please be happy...
Slowly thunder...
As if listening to my console,
Clouds become slow...
Dripping tears drizzled,
Mumbling the sufferings...
Silence...
I go back home

Old, No More!

Why can't I stop the time...
Why can't I make it still for you?
Make it still, so that you grow no more...
Stay where you are,
Stay with me for days to go...

Same sweet warmth,
same sweet smile...
Same sweet frown,
same sweet scowl...

The feeling of safety
The feeling of purity
The compassion in your arms...

Let me hold the time!
Please let me hold!
So that you grow old no more...
Stay in your arms,
stay for days to go...

Running back crying,
cursing the world...
Hiding behind you,
from the devils unknown...

Tender Touch,
Care so Pure...
Everything is alright,
Tears washed sore...

Please make time stop!
Make all illness go!
Please make time still!
Make you old no more...
Please stay the same,
stay with me for days to go...

See me smiling,
see me crying...
See me growing some more...

Maybe I am running
Running from the truth...
Maybe I am selfish
wanting you every morn...
So please, just stop saying
Baby, I'm growing old!

Anger

Anger...

Like a volcano,
erupts sudden...

destroys sudden...

everything lost in its wake
but

cools down
a peace and calm surrounds...
lost is lost

never ever would come back
but

leaves a golden crust

just know

how to make up the best

only then

erupt

destroy...

else rather

lay silent...

Would Be...?

Silence...
Broken shreds is what it’ll be.
Busy, busy, and more busy
Give no time to think
Give no time to blink
Go on... move on...
High, always high
Looking back,
Never ever sigh
Silence...
Smiling rains is what it’ll be.
Wet, wet, and more wet
Give no time to dry
Give no time no try
Go on... damp on...
Muddy, always muddy
Pouring drains,
Always cloggy
Silence...
Love would always be.
unheard, unsaid, and more unheard
Give no time to say
Give no time to pray
Go on... live on...
Life, always alive
Red eyes,
Somehow survive
Silence...
Is it how it’ll be?
Silence...
But... yours I would be.